There was a boy at the station with the same jeans you always wear.He was with his girlfriend.I really like those jeans on you.(I wanna saw them where they wore out and broke) On the train there was a girl with the same hair your friend has.I’m not sure she still has it styled that …
I do. I hate that I have to start thinking that what I do no longer concerns you. And what you do no longer concerns me. I hate this. I hate the way you don’t talk to me. I hate the way I don’t talk to you. I hate everything about this. I still love …
Tue last time I was seriously self harming I was 18 and in high school. A few months later, fresh from being 19, I was raped and so my feelings sort of just stopped for a while. I’ve had some relapses later, though. The last time I’ve had concrete thoughts was about 4 years ago. …
It’s 2am. I am gently chatting with my boyfriend about our struggles. There’s a lot to say and we scratch some spots, avoiding others. There’s one thing I’m not saying. One thing I haven’t told anyone yet. Something that is weighing heavily on me. Something I don’t know how to talk about. Something I need …
Things I’d like to do with youThings you’d like to do without me
there’s one thing you don’t know. You hurt me, sometimes. I’m sure I hurt you too. But I almost never tell you, when you do. I still like to bask in the pain. It gives me goosebumps and the tears are so sweet. I like crying for you, knowing you don’t know I’m there. You …
You don’t know how worried I was. About myself, I mean. And you can pretend, if you like it, that I got worried about being sweet when I met you. But the truth is I was worried, before I met you, that I wasn’t capable of loving someone the way people loved me.There was a …
I like watching people.You can understand a lot of a person just by watching them act in their space. I like stories.They don’t have to be complicated, they just have to be. And be someone’s. I don’t necessarily like people.They are noisy and nosy. Two things I absolutely hate. But I do like watching them.Observing …
Fictober challenge, day 3. Inspired by the song”moonchild” by RM.
“Hi there.” She said. The moon was listening. Watching over her and the other children.
