A day (part 2)

I wrote my plan at midnight before the day actually started. Now it’s ended.

I love my friends! I do!

The movie was phenomenal and I loved watching it with E., it was just as delightful as I expected. We caught up a bit and planned another movie night for when I get back to Milan. He told me about his job and his girlfriend, I told him about the big break up and my graduation. There’s so much more I have yet to tell him though, so I plan on making the most of the next movie night.

I told him after the break up I went a little hoe phase. I didn’t tell him what I did after. About a month ago I had six relationship/situationships and as of last night I’m officially done. Single. Nothing. Broke up with everyone.

Ready for a new phase. I’m staying alone with myself and thinking about things. I’m evaluating myself and what I want from my relationships with people.

I didn’t really expect things wouldn’t work out between them. I was not ready for the possibility. I’m not sure what I want to do now. I have time and space though.

I have to start anew with a lot of things in my life. I guess we’ll see how it goes. For now though, I’m going to hug my mom.

And then I’ll text him and ask how his night was and I’ll ask his friend too, just cause. I like making friends with people.

I like my friends a lot. They’re the best of me. And nights like last night? They’re the whole point.