warning: this piece may sound like it’s about my romances, but it’s actually just about suicide. again. It’s been a while since I last sat down with my feelings. I should have been writing a little more. If I had maybe everything would be different, right now. Every second there’s quiet around me I see …
It’s 3 am, I can’t sleep anymore and I’m having an anxiety attack. Also I’m kinda hungry. We had plans for tomorrow and I am stressed. So I got drunk, took my sleeping pills and went to bed. I fell asleep. When I got home drunk I thought about that other guy. If he had …
Tue last time I was seriously self harming I was 18 and in high school. A few months later, fresh from being 19, I was raped and so my feelings sort of just stopped for a while. I’ve had some relapses later, though. The last time I’ve had concrete thoughts was about 4 years ago. …