I saw a guy with your backpack pass me by in the street. For a moment I hoped it was you. I saw a guy with your backpack and he had earrings like you and hair as long as yours, but he had blue jeans and red and white Nikes and it felt wrong. I …
The sky was beautiful this morning. I slept next to nothing. So many things have gone wrong. I’m watching the clouds moving. I have to be a cloud, I have to move and change and learn and adapt. The clouds are moving fast, I think my change will be slower. But I have to make …
Today I woke up with muscles spasms It had been a while since it last happened I have control over the big movements of my hand It just bothers me that it moves on its own And it hurts when I try to control the spasms It hurts to type this It scares me I …
I wish you were hereI wish I could share this with youI wish you could be here with usOr maybe I’m just cold andmiss the warmth of your bodyagainst mine
I have a very short audio note of L. singing. I listened to it and I breathed.I heard E. sing just last week and it just made me nervous. It’s batshit that I used to relax whenever I heard E.’s voice, his singing voice. Lately, it’s been “a fucking cheese grater” to cite Daniel Sloss. …
There was a boy at the station with the same jeans you always wear.He was with his girlfriend.I really like those jeans on you.(I wanna saw them where they wore out and broke) On the train there was a girl with the same hair your friend has.I’m not sure she still has it styled that …
I do. I hate that I have to start thinking that what I do no longer concerns you. And what you do no longer concerns me. I hate this. I hate the way you don’t talk to me. I hate the way I don’t talk to you. I hate everything about this. I still love …
Things I’d like to do with youThings you’d like to do without me